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Please don't treat all of us that way. A good friend of mine had committed suicide late last year, and I feel very badly about that experience. Please, do not throw away your potential. You still got people who admire you online, especially here in NG. Please, for Pete's sake, don't treat us that way!
Ahhh well. Everyone deals with their problems in a different way.
Sorry that I ended up tl;dr'ing your words, but I guess I got the gist of it.
I honestly came here because I was impressed that you had seen Idiocracy.
Goodnight is all I can say.
dear HibiscusKazeneko,
ill tell u right now that i know were you are standing..im 23 and i tried to commit suicide at the age of 19 i jumped off a 6 story building and lived ...
i am now paralyzed from the waist down and ill never be able to walk again but i will never regret that i am alive .When i jumped the first thought that went through my head was " I WANT TO LIVE!" u are only 18 and why it doesn't seem like it now, there is so much more that justifies living .. come out on top of this as a strong person dont let these things bring u down EVER. u r only in the first 1/4th of your life and despite what u think, u have a purpose and you are worth more than you will ever know..
-Turner- (yes ill use my real name)
i'm not going to say 'what the hell is wrong with you' or 'suicide is for wimps' cause its not true i've been where you are and i know how you've felt cause honestly i'm in similar straits with family and social surrondings but honestly its better that your still here at least you have a marketable skill in flash, even if your not making thousands of dollars your bringing humor to this site with your parodies and in all honesty all a person ever has to do to be worthwhile is do something that impacts others. there is nothing more powerful than the power of laughter. remember that.
HEY PEOPLE!
FUCKING LEAVE ALONE SHE IS UPSET WITH THINGS AROUND SAYING THINGS THAT ARE UNHELPFUL AND CRUEL WON'T WORK SO FUCK OFF AND LEAVE HER ALONE!
Ignorant as hell. First off, you acting like ur christian? or some other religeon, ur just saying blasphemy by saying not even god can save you, and second off blaming yourself ur friend died cause u didnt pray, bs and stupid. If he was gonna be able to be saved he wud have no ammount of prayer form u wud save that.
PETA? screw PETA, and u wanna make bomb threats? jesus christ dude wtf is wrong with u, u cant tell other ppl how to live, if they wanna eat meat thier ur parents leave the poor ppl alone, if u wanna be unhealthy and ONLY eat carrots go for it, u will kill urself that way in time, ur body is only healthy if u eat some meat too, not alot, but some.
I'm not even going to start on the school shit, if ur so pathetic u cant even make it thru that hell hole like everyone else then u dont deserve to hear ppls kind words, not that my words are kind, but damn ur retarded.
Like someone else said, ur not near as bad as some ppl are, theres ppl starving, and ppl dying with diseases, ppl that cant get jobs, and ppl that live in a horrible places like africa. Come back and write fake suicide notes to get attention WHEN u actually have some damn problems. As it stand your life is worthless and ur a waste, get ur damn life back on track ur not even in the top 100million of ppl who have it bad.
Move to africa and get stuck there for a bit, get some aids and not have a job or food, then come back and talk to me about how hard ur life is.
P.S. i'm not comming back to check the comments, so dont feel like if u post a response telling me to leave them alone, that ima read it cause im not. I know what i said above is cruel as hell, but sulking in ur own ignorance isnt helping, hugs and tears dont fix problems either, the sad honest truth is the only way to get thru to ppl, shedoesnt have a bad life at all, she just doesnt know how to cooperate with ppl and shes trying to push her opinions and "better" wyas of living on her parents, if she truly cared about animals thats fine, she doesnt have to kill them, she doesnt have to eat them but 1. its not healthy to not eat any meat. and 2 she's going on about how god cant even help her, she apparently needs help from a preacher of w/e religeon she is, not whining for attention making suiside notes on a fucking funny video website. this isnt the place for suicide notes.
I'm sorry, but a lot of this is bullshit, and if you really did act this way towards the people around, you, you deserved what you got, mostly.
Firstly, you're practically the antithesis of someone with aspergers. While it's true that people with aspergers don't lie, verbally attacking and doing a lot of the shit you say you did, like threaten to kill your parents, is really poorly manufactured. I have a few close friends with aspergers, and I refuse to believe that this is the truth, unless you missed the self- in self-diagnosis. Secondly, you say that you have no friends, and stay on the bottom of the 'social food-chain', but then you say that the people around you whine about your wishes to commit suicide? So, you have no friends, but go around telling people that you want to kill yourself? Methinks you want more attention. Third, motherfucking PETA? You have to be kidding me. And what the hell did you say to your parents " Throw out every animal product you ever have and join this overly militant organization so we can CALL BOMB THREATS on companies that cause animal cruelty (brilliant plan by the way, great when you want to get arrested on a terrorism rap) or I'll kill you for not following my stupid whim!" And you wonder why you're punished harshly. You tried to victimize yourself for telling your parents to help you commit acts of terrorism or you'd murder them. Oh, and what surprisingly, studies show that some meat is good for you, but bible verses? Either you or your parents are insane enough to try and pass that off as real, but looking at the other stuff that you wrote leads me to believe that this is your creation. Fourth point, what. the. fuck. See, the difference between having your wisdom teeth removed and getting circumc(s?)ized is that getting your wisdom teeth removed prevents your mouth getting fucked up to the point where you look like you took several sledgehammers to the face. Oh, and did I mention the SEVERE health complications that this results in later in life? Guess I didn't. A circumcision, however makes one's wang look more like a mushroom (for me, at least). I'm surprised that people haven't outlawed either of these horrible practices yet. Fifth, hyperconservative parents don't whine. Just because they have a low bullshit tolerance, especially coming from someone who fakes suicide to get attention, means that they're quite normal, instead of the type of parents who allow their kids to do what they want. It's called good parenting, and though it may seem like horrible punishment to you, that's because you're prepared melodrama into whatever the hell you want just to be 'special'. Oh, and you'd be a chip off the old block too, because they would beat Jesus and such into you before you could walk, and you certainly wouldn't be allowed on newgrounds, of all places, with free (although sane) speech and such. Sixth (holy crap, that's a lot of narrative flaws!) The 'oh I defiled my body by -blank-ing someone before I got married' only applies to sex. Kissing? You would never get married if it came to that. And considering all your PETA, conservative-bashing, down-with-the-man ways, you would have probably had a totally healthy sex life. And this brings me to point eight - YOU DON'T KEEP A CONSTANT CHARACTER THROUGHOUT - First you're a socially awkward reject, then you're a revolutionary living under horrible conditions, then you're violated by dental practises, earrings and -GASP- kissing someone! In short, you're nothing who you want people to see you as. You're not a victim, in fact, you can't even be victimized. You're just a whiny, attention-seeking bitch who would rather play a victim to strangers than expose your face to people who could see how it really is. It's fucking disgusting, seeing someone fake suicide because it will give them attention, because you trivialize people who are actually suffering. I've known someone who committed suicide when he was twelve. TWELVE. You know why nobody saw it coming? People like you fake it so you can try to validate your pathetic existence. This may come off as flaming, but the fact that you have the gall to do this on newgrounds of all places and cheapen the lives of others disgusts me to no end. So next time you plan on writing another shitty lie about how you don't deserve your lot in life, how about instead of saying 'surprise, someone gave a vague impression that he wanted me to live, so say I'm a good person', how about getting the fuck off newgrounds and to a place where someone with a bullshit-tolerance lower than the idiots that surround you. Maybe they'll be able to teach you that, considering what you'll do to get someone to notice you, people start to get sick of that stuff real fast.
Summary: Not only are you horrible at lying, and couldn't write a coherent theme to save your life, you're also a horrible person that trivializes suicide and is responsible for people shrugging off depression as an attention getting technique. Please, for the sake of people around you, stop being an immature bitch, because I'm sure that considering you're posting this shit on newgrounds, you're PAMPERED compared to 99.9% of the population.
Summary of the summary: you = liar + attention whore - skill at lying about yourself
Summary of your rant: You = PermaB&.
yeeeeeeeeaaaaaaah, when you turn 18, they start treating like a real adult. have you tried cutting your hair and moving to orlando?
Holy shit I love you
ok, good bye now,
i will not meet you again!
you will not return of this newgrounds.com!
Hey there, probably don't know me, but I'd like to comment on this whole topic. I've seen some of your work, then came across this disturbing letter in your blog, so I wish to offer you some advice:
Suicide isn't a good answer, in fact it's probably quite a poor answer to problems due to the finality of the solution.
One of my friends also has Asperger's Syndrome, and he copes with it just fine, in fact, the very syndrome actually can be quite beneficial to you if you realize what it focuses you on.
I too was in a situation much like yours, my school wasn't the greatest, in fact it always felt like the administration was always looking to find some way to swindle its students out of their tuition. The thing is, it's public school, public schools these days are corrupt, and the only way we can fight against this corruption is to get our way out of the system, and attack it from a different angle, rather than rebel within, which can be costly for us.
Getting back on topic though, you mention that you were forced to do many things, no one is forced to do anything, even if they say you "must" do it, you as a human being have the right to oppose the will of others, only by accepting their views do you surrender this individuality. Your parents may be a strong influence on you, but they in turn need to learn to respect your differences. You need to reveal to them the person you want to be, and they need to learn to accept that. They can refuse, as is their right, but do not fear if they do, for ultimately they will want you simply to succeed, even if they do not say it out loud.
As for the pity party you have been describing, do not sell yourself so short. Look at some of the work you've done here on Newgrounds, you have a grasp of a skill of some sort, and it shows you have the will and determination to continue through life. To hell with anyone else who tells you otherwise, you have talent, you have the tools to bring yourself down multiple different paths, the only question you must now ask yourself is: "What do I want to do with my life?" I can safely say, ending it prematurely isn't an answer worthy of your skills.
I wish I could speak more to you on this topic, for I truly do not wish to see a life thrown away, especially someone who actually brightened my day with their work. Yes, I admit it, some of your videos on Newgrounds here have actually brightened my day when I was upset. Come now, does that not amount to something?
Hoping you stay among us, because you are appreciated, and you can make something of yourself.
"All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players, they have their exits and their entrances, and one man in his time plays many parts." - William Shakespeare
- Burin077 (Fan of your Phoenix Wrong works)
please kill yourself
PLEASE
Kill yourself please just do it! PM me if you need help doing it without your parents seeing you!
I want to help buddy, so PM me and we can set this up!
if at first u dont succeed
Your doing this all for attention and expecting automatic sympathy from total strangers.
Suicide is the ultimate selfish act and if there is a god than your going to hell.
The very fact that this is a suicide note posted on newgrounds makes me lose faith in humanity.
If you were to ice yourself. I wouldn't miss your whinning and attempts to seek attention.
good riddance
Don't jump to conclusions. I said repeatedly I wanted to delete this article, but nooooooo, the fucking system won't let me.
Fuck you and your little friends.
i'm all for fighting the power when appropriate but come on giving up is-
While I understand that me just commenting on this won't do a hell of a lot to affect the situation, I feel like doing so anyways.
Now do hear me out. I am not here to make claims that I know your pain, nor am I here to state that it will all get better. Personally, I hate optimists. What I shall say is that you clearly have some more legitimate reasons to be thinking of some acts. Unlike a good majority of the Teen population...
But this doesn't mean I'm suggesting another attempt....Far from that. I think that you should try pushing onwards, give your parents (And others.) a finger or two, and whatever else you can think of.
Thank you for your time.
-- Kahrne Annabelle Lee
I apologise if i have said something stupid here
try making a new post?
or does that not work either?
MagikGimp
Your Pheonix Wrong's are the best and if you kill yourself I won't get to see any more of them now will I? Don't be so selfish! :P